Saturday, August 21, 2010

On ne Change Pas

On ne change pas

On met juste les costumes d'autres sur soi

On ne change pas

Une veste ne cache qu'un peu de ce qu'on voit

On ne grandit pas

On pousse un peu,

tout juste
Le temps d'un reve,

d'un songe
Et les toucher du doigt

~~Celine Dion~~Deviant Art

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Definitions 101

Alienation : Loneliness among crowds

Apathy : Not caring about the former anymore..

A wish

I wish i was more than a rebound.....A revolution

Saturday, June 19, 2010


I feel love's been taken away from me

I am mad i am not the only one !

The Pact

You talk like you care

I nod like I listen

Sunday, June 6, 2010

إنَّمَا أَشْكُو بَثِّي وَحُزْنِي إِلَى اللَّهِ وَأَعْلَمُ مِنَ اللَّهِ مَا لا تَعْلَمُونَ

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

All That is Gold Does Not Glitter

All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;

The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.

From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall sprin
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king.

John Ronald Reuel Tolkien

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Journey to Love


سَأَضْرِبُ في طُولِ الْبِلاَدِ
وَعَرْضِهَا أنَالُ مُرَادِي أوْ أمُوتُ غَرِيباً

فَإنْ تَلِفَتْ نَفَسي فَلِلَّهِ دَرُّها وَإنْ
سَلِمَتْ كانَ الرُّجوعُ قَرِيباً"

Today i took a final step in a major decision

it maybe trivial for many people but for me its grand..

i hope this will get me closer ...i never really had goals only objectives and through this i was able to achieve

I'll walk my walk till the end

I accept the challenges that are coming and those who came and gone

I accept the failures and shames iv done to myself

and submit to YOU Allah, I fully surrender coz now in this moment i realize enu ma7desh fahem 7aga

all we can do is try...and trying is not good enough...I'll just Be

and see where this going to take me...

it all adds up to this : I've decided to live as the girl in my mind...

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

أعصاك تسترني .. أنساك تذكرني
فكيف أنساك يامن لست تنساني


Monday, April 26, 2010

A feeling

i want to sit here and talk to you about love

i want to preach, contemplate, articulate and persuade

i wanna reach and share and open up

i wanted to talk about the smallgrievances and about the dust

i wanted to cry, smile, shame, lie with guilt

i wanted to say everything about the castles i've built

but then again i had this deep heart felt

emotion that i needed to bury

That i am always running

always in a hurry

away from love..

Thursday, April 22, 2010

The Rose...

Just remember in the winter

Far beneath the bitter snow

Lies the seed that with the sun's love,In the spring becomes The Rose

Pic: Deviant Art
Words: Amanda McBroom

Saturday, April 10, 2010

State =)


~~E.E. Cummings

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Grey's anatomy What I am..

I know we've had our differences and I'm sorry we've been out of touch.

Believe it or not, I was trying to make everything better.

I know you're angry and I hope you'll forgive me.

It turns out, sometimes you have to do the wrong thing.

Sometimes you have to make a big mistake to figure out how to make things right.

Mistakes are painful, but they're the only way to find out who you really are.

I know who I am now. I know what I want.

I've got the love of my life, a new heart ....

Everything's gonna be different now, I promise.

From here on out, Nothing's every going to be the same.

I love you, bye.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010


Oh it's a mystery to me.
We have a greed, with which we have agreed...
and you think you have to want more than you need...
until you have it all, you won't be free.

Society, you're a crazy breed.
I hope you're not lonely, without me.

When you want more than you have, you think you need...
and when you think more then you want, your thoughts begin to bleed.
I think I need to find a bigger place...
cause when you have more than you think, you need more space.

Society, you're a crazy breed.
I hope you're not lonely, without me.
Society, crazy indeed...
I hope you're not lonely, without me.

There's those thinkin' more or less, less is more,
but if less is more, how you keepin' score?
It means for every point you make, your level drops.
Kinda like you're startin' from the top...
and you can't do that.

Society, you're a crazy breed.
I hope you're not lonely, without me.
Society, crazy indeed...
I hope you're not lonely, without me
Society, have mercy on me.
I hope you're not angry, if I disagree.
Society, crazy indeed.
I hope you're not lonely...
without me.

Pic: Deviant Art
Song by Eddie Vedder